every time

March 24, 2007

sitting by the tree

just thinking how i do things wrong

always hurting people

not on purpose

its weird

but most of all

it hurts

why does this happen to me?

it's always my fault

i cant do things right.

every time

its not normal

its different

being different is good.

but not now.

cause this feeling is bad

and its not going away

what's happening??

so close

but in the end, failure

cant i just give up?

"no you cant"

thats what they all say. those hypocrites.

im being hypocritical but i cant help it when people are sad

i think about others more than myself

so now, i'll just sit by the tree

and think.

(yeah i used to write to help people or when i couldnt put my feeling into words)

(p.s. wasnt a good writer o.o)