the past few days, so many things have gone into mind. because every time i think about it or try to talk it out, i start to cry. to be honest, it really makes me feel like shit. i mean, their only thoughts. right? but their more than that. they are my trials, dreams, wishes, hopes, and mistakes. and it seems that it affects people. better or worst. i just want it all to end right now. but i have people who push me for the better. but every time i succeed, i fail. one day it would be the best day of my life. but the next would be crappy as hell. i dont like this life-style. i want to change. well, at least my life. i want a say in this. but my voice is so quiet to others. it seems as though my opinion isnt valued.. but i have to be considerate of other people who live a lot worst than me.. those are the people i worry about. but its good to know that at the end of the day, i leave with at least one smile of my face. that changes my world completely. just having the ability to smile or be happy is the best. what would life be without happiness? who knows. but hey, its just a thought. or is it more than that...?
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