Awkward!

bleh school sucks. i dont like it anymore! fresh starts are weird. you know nobody and your on your own quite a while. specially if your the shy one. well, at least i am. its so weird! judging my the first two days, its going to be a crappy year -__-. . gah why so bad!? so gay ):. i appreciate those who try care and make me feel better. but, things really arent the best for me right now. this new school isnt where i want to be. as if my mind and heart arent there.. why this feeling? i have no idea. maybe i miss everyone too much and dont want to let go. well at least thats part of it.. but i feel that thats not all. whatever it is, i have the best guardian angel watching over me and the bestest friend talking to me. i just dont want to be lonely. walking around campus, sitting down, studying, all alone. i pray that my one request to God comes true. otherwise, i think i ought to go hide and never be seen again. seriously. this year has been the worst thus far, well at least for me.

anonymous-

"no matter what happens, just believe and you'll be fine. no matter what the outcome is, you cant give up. because if you give up, those closest to you can suffer. by giving up, you separate yourself from the rest of the crowd. giving up means that you are excepting loneliness and getting rid of those things that make you happy. no matter how hard things are, you cant just stop because it hurts. fight through it. and eventually you'll be satisfied with the results."

me-

i cant promise anything...