i have a lot of thoughts on my mind. i dont have a lot of time to say much of them but in this time i hope you get the message im trying to put out there...
1. one of the most tragic events in my life that has EVER happened has actually happened. i never dreamed that he would leave us. i knew he wouldnt be able to live through all that pain. he looked so miserable on that bed. the family seemed to have revolved around him. a true example to all of us children. the first few days i was crying but i kept it quiet. i seem to become sad whenever i think about him. i know i have to get over it. but i will in the near future i suppose. but i'll never forget what he's done.
2. i'm moving away from that one person that i love. it seems that she has many problems in her life... i just dont want her to give up. i hope she knows im there if she needs a helping hand or someone to lean on.. i worry about her when she says bad things. i worry because i love her. i just dont want to lose her. relationship or not, i dont want to her to be gone. she makes my days better at the end of the day. i'm more relaxed when i talk to her and feel so happy whenever i see her. she's the centerpiece of my day.. to be honest, i want to be with her.
i really dont have enough time to explain some more but just wait for part two if you care.. and im not trying to get sympathy. im just expressing how i feel.
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