do you remember..?

HEY THERE BLOGSPOT!! haha its been forver since ive posted ANTYTHING here! been on tumblr a lot. by the way go ahead and check that out too (: http://ryanrazon.tumblr.com/

okay soooo here we gooo!

well imma start wring about stuff since the beginning of the school year so CV is new to me. the change from private to public school was just extremely difficult. firsrt couple of weeks NO friends at all! loner status. it was terrible. and i wished that i can go back to my old school. and i still do. where all my FLIP friends are at!!! aahaha not saying cv'a bad at all. its just that i dont feel like i belong. super minority group. keeping in touch with friends so difficult. new friends too of course. worst highlight of the school year was losing her. if i could change things, i would. but that isnt going to happen. i mean, she moved on, im just trying. its just... so difficult to deal with. even now. im going to admit that i feel jealous whenever you talk about him. im not going to do anything about it though. it sounds like you guys have something special. we still talk, and youre always going to be my best friend <3. i did promise. but do you remember that promise..? well moving on...