Changes

"Is life worth living? Should I blast myself?"

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"That's just the way it is. Things'll never be the same."

Tupac

Thats what I think at times of my life. So many changes going by too fast. A lot for the worst. People say to go through it. I know it's hard but I didn't think it would be this bad. You learn new things about yourself everyday. Today I learned that the one person I have loved throughout my childhood other than my parents is in a far more worst condition than before. I don't know who I like anymore. Not saying that I like someone new every other day. It just sucks when you have to pick. Hmm. Really sucks to be leaving everyone that I have gotten close to at Providence. Sucks to go to ANOTHER new school. Family starting to separate bit by bit. The few people that I can really talk to are my friends. Who else will understand? Life's a roller coaster but I think this ones too much for me. I wish I can just give up. Giving up would be a lot easier tan living through all of this bull. It seems when something good happens, something far worst gets in the way. The way things change is amazing. Change is a huge thing. It can be little, small. Bad, good. You never know how change can hit you. I hope good things happen. I would list more if they were not strictly family wise. Whatever happens, I know there are people there that listen and care.... Just thinking about it is...

depressing..

Hmm.. My diet seems to be changing too....

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